I can't write,
It's just not there.
It would help if I could,
Cause you all seem to care.
You're sending me hope,
And it all sounds good,
Right now I don't get it,
It's not understood.
Something has to give inside,
I don't think it should be this hard.
When the smoke is black and swirling within....
It's my head that hurts, and my heart won't mend.
I feel like I am unable
To grasp sometimes what's true.
Please stick close to me as a brother
So that someday, I will be knew.
I'll try to not take for granted
What the God that I can't always see,
Has shared with me so graciously,
.....You friends who are walking with me.
So thanks to you all for your kindness
And at the same time please forgive me
For any times that I may offend you
Or need you more than you need me.
Grace and mercy are awesome
Whether I get them or not.
Here, nor there, or anywhere,
My pain can't keep calling the shots.
Written by Sheila June Denson
Copyright May 29, 2013
AKA Iwillflyagain! FE